I am back. :) It's the last day of my holiday now, school starts tomorrow. :( And by the way, it's 2013!
But talking about the holidays, i really enjoyed it. :) I went shopping, barbecuing and much more shopping with my friends. I even went to work and experience myself that money was hard to earn. :')
Oh and i performed fusion dance in school on Sec 1 Orientation day for the Sec 1s. :) It was quite nice though my friends made a few mistakes here and there.
Anyway, i have a introductory video of my school for you to see. :) It's awesome. :)
Now, let's get back to December 2012, shall we? :)
22 December 2012
Had work on that day if i'm not wrong. :) Bought a Teenage magazine and Teens magazine after work at Cheers. The magazines cost $7 by the way. :) I went to Scape with my friends to shop. It was totally awesome!
Was my first time shopping at Scape, the shops there sell things at a relatively cheap price!
I've bought a bicycle picture muscle tank at $9.90, purple bandage skirt + shorts + chiffon top at a 3 for $5 price. To add on, it was all brand new! Cheap isn't it!
So here's a picture of the stuff that i've bought on 22 Dec. (It's blurry but i don't care~)
29 December 2012
Didn't have to work so i went to Scape with some friends again. :) We reached there at about 1pm? We walked around Scape. Scape rooftop, ground level, and underground.
When we were at the underground Scape, i saw a shop selling hairchalks, so i looked around the shop and bought a red hair chalk at $4.50. So expensive. :( When i was about to pay for the hair chalk, Min Xuan was mesmerised by the squishies the shop was selling.
If you don't know and are wondering what a squishy is, here is an example of what it is. :)
After Shi Ying bought two squishies for Min Xuan, which costs like $2.90 each, we went to the rooftop. Many shops are still setting up their booths, and many shops have nothing that we wanted to buy, so we went to shop at ground level instead.
I got a hot pink that is a little acid washed kind of shorts at 14 bucks. Expensive huh? :) Shopped at Cineleisure too. Bought 8 medium sized Girls' Generation poster. Cost me a freaking 20 bucks. :'( But i love it. :)
Shi Ying bought me a wrist band that said 'Girls Generation' and 'Sone' on it. :) <3 LOVELY. We also took neoprints at AMK hub, it was costly!! 10 bucks!
Stuff i've bought on 29 Dec. TAEYEON ! (Still blurry but i don't care.)
Okay, i shall end my post here. :) Goodbye. :) Also, happy new year everyone! :) A new year, a new beginning. ^^
Did anybody ever asked you what really makes you happy?
Have you ever thought about it?
I always told myself, it's my friends that make me happy. But when i come about to this question again, it's food that makes me happy. xD Then when it comes again, it's something else that makes me happy. I can't really make up my mind, or maybe i didn't really take time and think about it.
My actions really shows that i'm pathetic, i know. xP
Anyway, i have many things in life that makes me happy. Like for example; my best friends, food, some of my family members. All these are basically what makes me happy. :D
Food has always been there for me. When i'm happy, sad and even angry. Hehe. Sometimes, i feel extremely horrible when i am with some people. And especially when they are rich people. Argh.
I know you don't understand, but those who knows me well would know what i meant and how i feel. If they don't, i won't blame them.
It's so disappointing. Can't go to Johore Bahru yesterday as my dad was sick. It's okay! Get well soon Dad!
Was at dance today and yesterday morning. Reached school around a quarter to nine. Discussed with other section leaders on what to do on Sec 1 Orientation day. Yes! Dance practices for this holiday is over! Can relax!
Really have to buck up for my dance. Feeling so weak when i see so many people improving around me.
I always told myself to keep improving, keep on changing. I have to improve, and i have to change. For a better me, for a better future! How i wish i wasn't that shy to speak up and be brave. God, please change me. Argh. D':
I really love the dance a lot. It lets me show how i feel when i can't show it in public. The teacher told us, pretend that there's someone that you hate a lot, just stab them! And pretty well, i did better having that mindset in mind.
Waimann asked me questions like these : "Do you still like him?" "Who do you like?"
Oh and she gives me a 'very not impressed' look and a 'are you sure?' kind of look when i give her an answer. Haha.
God, why do you have to do this to me. It has been a few months, but all those memories, i still remembr them. And i miss it. A lot. Why? Why do we have to have this kind of endings? Geez. It's ridiculous.
I'm overly obsessed with korean dramas again. ^^ Korean dramas are just cool shit. :D Go check them out! >> http://www.dramacrazy.net
It's gonna be a long day for me tomorrow. :) Dance practice in the morning at 9, head home at 12, then finally a day at Johore Bahru. :)
Been having dance practices the last few days. Finally, we're almost done with our SYF dance. ^^ Time to relax a little. :)
Just yesterday, my family and i went to Kranji Gardenasia for family day carnival. My parents said there was a similar family day carnival that we also attended when i was four, at the same venue. And ten years later, which is this year, i am back there! Haha!
Anyway, now it's half past eleven, and i'm so bored. Really coudn't go into the holiday mood these days as i still have to attend dance practices. Sigh.
Hwaiting! I need energy to watch korean dramas now. Hah. Hwaiting!
I have been thinking about a lot of things. Many things that would affect my mood. I know, i must be happy, but sometimes, i just can't help it. :/
I'm thinking if i should give up on dance. I mean, i wished i could be a professional dancer, but things just won't work out. There are so many better dancers. I wished i could be one of them. But, it is not as easy as it seems. At least i am good at one little thing, which is dance kpop dances. I LOVE KPOP DANCES. It's so awesome. Nobody knows that i'm fantastic at that. NOBODY. But anyway, i think i will let my dream shatter and just do as told.
I'm back from leadership camp! And i've got to say, i've got NO leadership skills. Afraid of this, afraid of that. Failed person i am. The camp was fun! :) i didnt talk much during camp, it was because when i talk, nobody listens. I tried giving suggestions for some stuff, but NOBODY listened. Mr Tan told me, "You ah, carry all the bag, quietly quietly walk. _(._.)_" i'm like "Duh! They are carrying Lokeash, what can i do other than carry their bags? -.-"
To conclude : I've got no leadership skills, and i think i'm letting my dreams shatter. ~T_T~
Why do i always have to listen to others? Why does everybody have to comment on what they see or know or hear? Can't they just keep their comments to themselves?
I wasted my money buying gifts for you. I don't have the courage to give it to you... Every time when i wanted to give the gift to you, there's always this someone who would ruin my chance.
Forget about that.
I always feel that i couldn't fit in when that particular someone is talking about some stuff when i'm not interested in. When they are talking, they expect me to listen, but when i'm talking, that few people would not listen.
I don't know why, but i feel that like... i can't get along with them. Well, some of them. I want to get along with the people of my standard. Not those who are very rich and would always do stuff that rich people would do...
I just don't know how to say it. I'm confused now...
Hello. It has been quite some time since i last blogged. I was enjoying my life. :) Now my end-of-year exams had ended. We are now waiting for the results. It's now our holidays! Time to get down and party!
But do you know that this terrible thing happened to me? What a joke. It's not terri-terri-terri-terrible. (Learnt from Gareth and Nandini.) It's just heartbreaking to me. Lol.
I recently received this message, saying that he/she is tired of pretending, so he/she wants to know the truth about something. So i told him/her the truth. :) I want to make it clear. Now everybody is happy. :)
Now there's this one last thing, my relationship. Does it all ends here, or it will continue? Are we gonna pretend that we just needed some space, some time, some concentration on our studies or it's all just a bunch of excuses? I've made a horrible mistake. I said that we should just be friends, when clearly you can see me missing him like crazy. Now, i can't do anything but to wait till the gentleman ask. But i think it's totally impossible. I might need to wait for a thousand years, because i know that he would not be automatic.
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I am back. :) It's the last day of my holiday now, school starts tomorrow. :( And by the way, it's 2013!
But talking about the holidays, i really enjoyed it. :) I went shopping, barbecuing and much more shopping with my friends. I even went to work and experience myself that money was hard to earn. :')
Oh and i performed fusion dance in school on Sec 1 Orientation day for the Sec 1s. :) It was quite nice though my friends made a few mistakes here and there.
Anyway, i have a introductory video of my school for you to see. :) It's awesome. :)
Now, let's get back to December 2012, shall we? :)
22 December 2012
Had work on that day if i'm not wrong. :) Bought a Teenage magazine and Teens magazine after work at Cheers. The magazines cost $7 by the way. :) I went to Scape with my friends to shop. It was totally awesome!
Was my first time shopping at Scape, the shops there sell things at a relatively cheap price!
I've bought a bicycle picture muscle tank at $9.90, purple bandage skirt + shorts + chiffon top at a 3 for $5 price. To add on, it was all brand new! Cheap isn't it!
So here's a picture of the stuff that i've bought on 22 Dec. (It's blurry but i don't care~)
29 December 2012
Didn't have to work so i went to Scape with some friends again. :) We reached there at about 1pm? We walked around Scape. Scape rooftop, ground level, and underground.
When we were at the underground Scape, i saw a shop selling hairchalks, so i looked around the shop and bought a red hair chalk at $4.50. So expensive. :( When i was about to pay for the hair chalk, Min Xuan was mesmerised by the squishies the shop was selling.
If you don't know and are wondering what a squishy is, here is an example of what it is. :)
After Shi Ying bought two squishies for Min Xuan, which costs like $2.90 each, we went to the rooftop. Many shops are still setting up their booths, and many shops have nothing that we wanted to buy, so we went to shop at ground level instead.
I got a hot pink that is a little acid washed kind of shorts at 14 bucks. Expensive huh? :) Shopped at Cineleisure too. Bought 8 medium sized Girls' Generation poster. Cost me a freaking 20 bucks. :'( But i love it. :)
Shi Ying bought me a wrist band that said 'Girls Generation' and 'Sone' on it. :) <3 LOVELY. We also took neoprints at AMK hub, it was costly!! 10 bucks!
Stuff i've bought on 29 Dec. TAEYEON ! (Still blurry but i don't care.)
Okay, i shall end my post here. :) Goodbye. :) Also, happy new year everyone! :) A new year, a new beginning. ^^
Saturday, December 1, 2012 9:05 PM 0 Born To Comment
Did anybody ever asked you what really makes you happy?
Have you ever thought about it?
I always told myself, it's my friends that make me happy. But when i come about to this question again, it's food that makes me happy. xD Then when it comes again, it's something else that makes me happy. I can't really make up my mind, or maybe i didn't really take time and think about it.
My actions really shows that i'm pathetic, i know. xP
Anyway, i have many things in life that makes me happy. Like for example; my best friends, food, some of my family members. All these are basically what makes me happy. :D
Food has always been there for me. When i'm happy, sad and even angry. Hehe. Sometimes, i feel extremely horrible when i am with some people. And especially when they are rich people. Argh.
I know you don't understand, but those who knows me well would know what i meant and how i feel. If they don't, i won't blame them.
Tuesday, November 27, 2012 10:08 PM 0 Born To Comment
It's so disappointing. Can't go to Johore Bahru yesterday as my dad was sick. It's okay! Get well soon Dad!
Was at dance today and yesterday morning. Reached school around a quarter to nine. Discussed with other section leaders on what to do on Sec 1 Orientation day. Yes! Dance practices for this holiday is over! Can relax!
Really have to buck up for my dance. Feeling so weak when i see so many people improving around me.
I always told myself to keep improving, keep on changing. I have to improve, and i have to change. For a better me, for a better future! How i wish i wasn't that shy to speak up and be brave. God, please change me. Argh. D':
I really love the dance a lot. It lets me show how i feel when i can't show it in public. The teacher told us, pretend that there's someone that you hate a lot, just stab them! And pretty well, i did better having that mindset in mind.
Waimann asked me questions like these : "Do you still like him?" "Who do you like?"
Oh and she gives me a 'very not impressed' look and a 'are you sure?' kind of look when i give her an answer. Haha.
God, why do you have to do this to me. It has been a few months, but all those memories, i still remembr them. And i miss it. A lot. Why? Why do we have to have this kind of endings? Geez. It's ridiculous.
Sunday, November 25, 2012 11:28 PM 0 Born To Comment
I'm overly obsessed with korean dramas again. ^^ Korean dramas are just cool shit. :D Go check them out! >> http://www.dramacrazy.net
It's gonna be a long day for me tomorrow. :) Dance practice in the morning at 9, head home at 12, then finally a day at Johore Bahru. :)
Been having dance practices the last few days. Finally, we're almost done with our SYF dance. ^^ Time to relax a little. :)
Just yesterday, my family and i went to Kranji Gardenasia for family day carnival. My parents said there was a similar family day carnival that we also attended when i was four, at the same venue. And ten years later, which is this year, i am back there! Haha!
Anyway, now it's half past eleven, and i'm so bored. Really coudn't go into the holiday mood these days as i still have to attend dance practices. Sigh.
Hwaiting! I need energy to watch korean dramas now. Hah. Hwaiting!
I have been thinking about a lot of things. Many things that would affect my mood. I know, i must be happy, but sometimes, i just can't help it. :/
I'm thinking if i should give up on dance. I mean, i wished i could be a professional dancer, but things just won't work out. There are so many better dancers. I wished i could be one of them. But, it is not as easy as it seems. At least i am good at one little thing, which is dance kpop dances. I LOVE KPOP DANCES. It's so awesome. Nobody knows that i'm fantastic at that. NOBODY. But anyway, i think i will let my dream shatter and just do as told.
I'm back from leadership camp! And i've got to say, i've got NO leadership skills. Afraid of this, afraid of that. Failed person i am. The camp was fun! :) i didnt talk much during camp, it was because when i talk, nobody listens. I tried giving suggestions for some stuff, but NOBODY listened. Mr Tan told me, "You ah, carry all the bag, quietly quietly walk. _(._.)_" i'm like "Duh! They are carrying Lokeash, what can i do other than carry their bags? -.-"
To conclude : I've got no leadership skills, and i think i'm letting my dreams shatter. ~T_T~
Tuesday, October 30, 2012 4:48 PM 0 Born To Comment
Why do i always have to listen to others? Why does everybody have to comment on what they see or know or hear? Can't they just keep their comments to themselves?
I wasted my money buying gifts for you. I don't have the courage to give it to you... Every time when i wanted to give the gift to you, there's always this someone who would ruin my chance.
Forget about that.
I always feel that i couldn't fit in when that particular someone is talking about some stuff when i'm not interested in. When they are talking, they expect me to listen, but when i'm talking, that few people would not listen.
I don't know why, but i feel that like... i can't get along with them. Well, some of them. I want to get along with the people of my standard. Not those who are very rich and would always do stuff that rich people would do...
I just don't know how to say it. I'm confused now...
Sunday, October 28, 2012 10:41 PM 0 Born To Comment
Hello. It has been quite some time since i last blogged. I was enjoying my life. :) Now my end-of-year exams had ended. We are now waiting for the results. It's now our holidays! Time to get down and party!
But do you know that this terrible thing happened to me? What a joke. It's not terri-terri-terri-terrible. (Learnt from Gareth and Nandini.) It's just heartbreaking to me. Lol.
I recently received this message, saying that he/she is tired of pretending, so he/she wants to know the truth about something. So i told him/her the truth. :) I want to make it clear. Now everybody is happy. :)
Now there's this one last thing, my relationship. Does it all ends here, or it will continue? Are we gonna pretend that we just needed some space, some time, some concentration on our studies or it's all just a bunch of excuses? I've made a horrible mistake. I said that we should just be friends, when clearly you can see me missing him like crazy. Now, i can't do anything but to wait till the gentleman ask. But i think it's totally impossible. I might need to wait for a thousand years, because i know that he would not be automatic.
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